Friday, 18 February 2011

OCD.

I...

I'm obsessing over...

A pathetically clear insight into my OCD. I'm getting so upset and frustrated trying to express this. I feel like I've suddenly lost my ability to communicate. I can't type, the words are wrong and nothing is JUST RIGHT and so that means it's all so wrong. I can't get it right.

I'm overwhelmed. Obsession is exhausting. I can never be alone, it never leaves me alone. One symptom will always be replaced by another.

It never stops, does it? I'm tried of typing and deleting. I'm exhausted, I'm exhausted and trying to write is exhausting.





I'm OK, I'm just frustrated. The words won't come and I'm destructive.

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